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We're all wastedIm feelin all gloomy right now...i always have alot of time to sit and
think about life...i hate to sound like pore dez all the time but...it sucks i remember there was a point in my life where i had the hottest lady friends in prattville..i was never at home..and now...everyone is pregnant or as already had a kid..its even that or they are in a hella serious relationship.i guess i should have chosen my friends better in the pass..i meen dont get me wrong i love them to death but man...it really sucks..they never want to go out to clubs thats all they want to do is go to house partys...i can write this blog because im sure they want ever take the time to read it cause they are way to consumed with thier child and/or bf.is 23 really that old???i dont think so...i think ppl are trying to grow up quick.i have always tried to keep intouch with my ex gfs.....but..wow the one i loved the most has now been reduced to some attention craving sausage fest crowd dweller...not only that but the guy shes interested in now looks like shrek...anyway that besides the point...the point is..there really isnt a reason for me to stay in prattville anymore..nobody cares about there old friend Dez lol..yea my car hasnt been working but even if it was they still arent willing to hang out.i thought my friends would be settling down at 25..not 19-20!!its all sad really... just a sad sad story...I wish things where the way they used to be...i wish u all would have waited about 2 more years b4 u started going down this road in your life..im hurt by it ...i meen i have a gf myslef but i would have never sold out like u all have..all i have is god,my gf,my job,and about 2 decent "best"friends.i been thinking about what im supposed to do with my life the past couple of days..I know i know i know i said i wanted to go to the Air Force..i know thats the smarest thing to do..but is it hat im SUPPOSED to be doing...idk...i just dont know anymore...nothing how i thought it would be right now.
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